Grrrrgh!! Grrrrgh!!!
Arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh! That was my alarm! I pressed a pillow to my
head and burrowed deeper into my soft bed. I really should have turned off that
alarm last night. I couldn't remember when I slept, I looked at my bed and saw the ruffled bedspreads. I knew I had a troubled sleep. I was angry at the clock, angry at the world, angry at
myself, I should have said No firmly, I should have fought harder,
I should have stayed back in my dorm, I didn’t want to wake up to face the real world or take responsibility for my action.
Finally, I was up. I stood up grudgingly and undressed. I was nude in front of my dressing mirror. I took in all my features; I wasn’t a great beauty to behold. I was an average I had small light pink lips that were a little full, my nose was just, right not big or small, wide or narrow, flat or pointed. I liked it. My eyebrows had little arcs that everyone loved. My eyes had a look that made people want to hug me and tell me it would be fine. My hair was golden brown and stopped at my shoulders. I wasn’t at peace with my body, it was not perfect. Nothing was. I was just there with little curves that were barely noticeable, I wasn’t straight and I wasn’t curvy, My body wasn’t like the kardashians , it was mine in custom uniform. I looked at my stomach, I remembered, I was with a child and it didn’t look any different, nothing had changed yet .
Today I will tell my bestfriend Nicky. I would have to inform Eddie, Eddie was his name. my lover’s name.
I should have stayed back in my dorm, I didn’t want to wake up to face the real world or take responsibility for my action.
Finally, I was up. I stood up grudgingly and undressed. I was nude in front of my dressing mirror. I took in all my features; I wasn’t a great beauty to behold. I was an average I had small light pink lips that were a little full, my nose was just, right not big or small, wide or narrow, flat or pointed. I liked it. My eyebrows had little arcs that everyone loved. My eyes had a look that made people want to hug me and tell me it would be fine. My hair was golden brown and stopped at my shoulders. I wasn’t at peace with my body, it was not perfect. Nothing was. I was just there with little curves that were barely noticeable, I wasn’t straight and I wasn’t curvy, My body wasn’t like the kardashians , it was mine in custom uniform. I looked at my stomach, I remembered, I was with a child and it didn’t look any different, nothing had changed yet .
Today I will tell my bestfriend Nicky. I would have to inform Eddie, Eddie was his name. my lover’s name.
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