Wednesday, 3 August 2016

SCARED

Grrrrgh!! Grrrrgh!!! 

Arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh! That was my alarm! I pressed a pillow to my head and burrowed deeper into my soft bed. I really should have turned off that alarm last night. I couldn't remember when I slept, I looked at my bed and saw the ruffled bedspreads. I knew I had a troubled sleep. I was angry at the clock, angry at the world, angry at myself, I should have said No firmly, I should have fought harder,

Tuesday, 2 August 2016

HOPEFUL

 (8 days after sexing)
Please be blue!!Please be blue!!!!

ALIEN WORLD

Ten days after..
....I wasn't aware of anything today. Couldn't concentrate in class, didn't even know what the lecture was about. I was in a world of mine, a world far from others.

Monday, 1 August 2016

FlashBacks

                     
Ding! Ding!!  it was pink! Nothing has ever shined.so bright to me. I was in for it. I felt bad, really bad. What went wrong? I had taken two tablets of postinor 2 an hour later, or was it because i was ovulating on that day? Fuck!!!!! I  had told him. Arrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!